The Ritual

Blogs for me have increasingly become about Hiatuses - both brief and long. Unlike any of my relationships, the blogs dont question my disappearances or reappearances but somehow, I cant help feeling guilty. Had I not written about it, as I havent in all previous times..I would apologize to It in my heart for being away... before scathing it with my pains or adorning it with my pride. Atleast I have stopped making false promises. It will not be long, till I again disappear.